oh the things I would change if I only could.

I want long hair again.
I like short hair, it just looks bad on me.
I'm sick of looking like a fucking sketchy ass scum.
I hate pretty much my whole face except my eyes
besides the fact that they can hardly see.

I've always hated my nose the worst though.
I don't remember when it started to look like that,
but I've wished to change it for as long as I can remember.
the best thing is, how my nose and teeth (my biggest insecurities)
are the only things that ever get brought up when someone tries to
insult me.
lol, I don't know why I'm still unable to accept the way I was made.

I hate how awkward I am. part of it is habit.
because of sweating a lot, being self conscious of my smile,
and just thinking that I'm someone people don't need to look at.

I HATE. when people try to joke around with me about all my
insecurities.
i know its not a big deal to most people, but I was depressed with
myself for years.