I was just being friendly..

this is a dream I had. but it's weird how sometimes my worst fears are the theme.

I don't really remember where we were, at a party I think.
I like to be friendly to people as say hello. so I was just being friendly and walking around
this party. everyone was so rude, no one would talk to me.
I hate rejection, of any form - especially this kinda.
I remember I walked into a room with a group of people that looked similar to a couple of ransoms from school, only their faces weren't quite the same.
and I tried to talk to them,
"get the fuck outta here. no one wants your ratty ass here."
said one of the girls.
"you look so fucking stupid, who invited you to this party?.."
said another.
"you're sketchy as fuck, and your hair looks fucking retarded"
someone else said.
I felt my hair, it felt a big messier than usual.
"well I don't fucking like it, and who are you to call me sketchy? have you seen yourself?"
I said.
unfortunately, one person can't verbally fight like ten.
"no one likes you, you have no friends so why are you still here?"
someone said.
they all laughed at me.
any defense I had, they just threw it back in my face.
you see, that's another strange
fear of mine. being isolated and helpless in front of people.
being the hated one, for no reason
or something as stupid as the way I look.