six billion

I'm not like everyone else. part of me chooses that, and part of me will just always be that way.
if you dont believe who I am, or what I do
then fuck you.
I'm not here to please the world
I'm not here to please YOU.
there's six billion other people in the world
your opinions dont mean anything.

dont fuck with my head
I'll never think like you do.

there's six billion people on this earth
six billion different faces, minds, and personalities.
sorry I'm not a cliche, poser, or smart person.

there's six billion people on this earth
so forget me.

I know I get angry, we all do.

but constant immaturity isn't my thing

this doesnt have to go wrong
let's prove them all that they are wrong.

I won't be here much longer

its a constant battle
and I'm not strong
I sink deeper into this pit of doom
with every crisis in front of me

they'll forever tear me down
what kills me is that you dont care
i must be crazy right
for just living my own life

people are fucked.

they dont compare to you

wrote this during the summerr. a lot of my stuff was repetitive

paint me a picture with your smile
sing me a song with your eyes
you've been gone for a while
I'll keep your memories as my only way to survive
I'm at a loss for words everyday
I wish I could gain the courage to tell you
how much I love you
you make me the happiest I can be
if I ever lost you, I'd lose myself

another thing a lot of people don't know about me is that I'm ambidextrous.
that means I'm both left and right handed and feel comfortable doing most things
with either hand. my writing isn't as good - but my writing isn't neat anyways.
another weird thing that no one knows about me, like literally no one
is how ever since I was little I would be really interested in the difference between
being left and right handed.
this is awkward, but I found left handed people more intrieging and somewhat more
attractive than right handed people.
I'm so weird,haha

blinded

I meant to do this yesterday.
something that like no one knows about me, which is really weird is that I pretend I'm blind sometimes.
my eye sight is so bad, that I find it easier not to see at all.
I was always curious as to how blind people seem to work with their disability so well,
and it makes me realize - I have no excuses.
no excuses not to do anything
im happy to at least be able to have any sight
because God made this world a beautiful place

I am just intrigued by the thought of using all other senses
to get around, and not just looking at everything and not seeing all
the things of the world.

the only one

I love how cute you are when youre shy
I love how you make me smile
you give me all these feelings
I didnt know I could have
i love how adorable you are
how you make me feel so real
its funny, I feel like a 12 year old
feeling so shy, with hands dying to hold yours
and then I gather up the nerve
to ask you to dance
please say yes.

theres no one else,
you've stolen my heart
youre the only one
for me.

I don't care what people say
cause ive gone crazy for you
all over again
my heart beats fast
I'm falling for you
no,
ive already fallen for you
and with you is where I wanna be
youre the only one