Hi. I'm just a girl, who's life constists of nothing and many things.
I enjoy to write, paint, sew, and other fun things.
I wanna be a dancer because I love to dance, I'm just not the best at doing anything other than dirty dance.
I like to sing. I love opera but I'm afraid that I just sound like shit.
I love to smoke pot. I probably say this too much but I don't really do much else...
I love to change my hair. I'm constantly thinking of cool hairstyles I just don't do them.
I love to hangout with people. Whatever , it is.
I guess you could say I'm bisexual... Although I'm still a virgin but hey... Girls are much sexier than guys.
I wear sunglasses at night, sometimes.
I like girls... Not bull dykes. Hahahhahahaja I don't wanna rant about this here
I love nature. Just the thought of it is awesome

Welcome

When I think of you, my heart still flutters
Everyday I wish I knew what to say, or how to behave
I wish I was perfect,
for you.
But I can't think past the last cloud of smoke,
of the last cigarette I've had
see I've been thinking of you,
can't think of senarios, good or bad
I just felt I should say this
but today you look so pretty,
like a model too picturesque for a picture
for a lens could not capture such beauty
although the photograph looks so lovely.
I dreamt a dream,
our fingers intertwined once more
our fingertips brushed
as our lips touched,
as if someone struck a match,
I felt fire
something strange but it all makes sense to me now.
My heart awakens at the sound of your voice,
I'm left breathless again
I couldn't do so much as ask,
would you be mine?
I mustn't,
you wouldn't,
how can this be,
how someone can fall for someone like me?
I love you, to the girl I've been dying to love
oh how I want to be the one you think of.

All of your priorities have disappeared
Lost in the ground
Where you bury your treasure
*I have been the apprentice to a deceiver
*And been taught the ways of the disloyal

You put your hands over your eyes
And pretend no one can see you
We can see right past your disguise
So don’t waste your time on us

Trade in your fortune for
A lesson in honesty
Fill your mouth with coins
To hide your secrets
The same thing could happen to us
*One mistake could lead to silent years
*Our orphan ghosts will walk the streets

You put your hands over your eyes
And pretend no one can see you
We can see right past your disguise
So don’t waste your time on us

Where did you go when your leader abandon you?
Your selfishness is dividing us in two

You put your hands over your eyes
And pretend no one can see you
We can see right past your disguise
So don’t waste your time on us

*Bars of gold
Tied to your feet
Weigh you down, and keep you under the surface
We need to end this cycle
Before its to late

you may not know this, but I have liked many people.
'liked' being the key word there.
I may have had a couple 'things' that I don't even like considering a relationship
I thought the feelings I had for them were strong.
and yes, I've had feelings for both boys and girls.
but I don't even remember how that felt anymore.
because then one day, I fell in love.
I've loved this girl ever since I met her
and we've been through alot
even when I may have said
'i hate you'
I could never hate her,
I was always terrified to lose her.
it's funny how it seems, we're always going to be okay.
I wonder if she knew how much I really cared
but sometimes just said everything wrong
I wonder if she knows how much she means to me
=]

i guess it's good you don't go on blogspot anymore cause then you would see ........

That you don't mean anythin to me